Equality

To be alone with you.

It's funny how easily we can keep ourselves entertained while still in each others company.

Drew's Hospital Stay

Breezi's brother Andrew got his leg amputated, if you want to know more about it... we created a blog for him
(click here > TEAM DREW)
... anywho. We had been at the hospital for a week from 8am to 8pm somedays, just waiting for him to recover from surgery. He's finally home! But these are some photos of our stay in the hospital last week.

Also, this first picture is creepy because I captured it while Drew and Arianna (his gf) were passed out, I couldn't help it... look how freaking adorable they are :)

Pacific Northwest Sunsets

I've been wanting to move away from Washington since the time I realized where I was living. I have wanted to live in Southern California since I was young, not only because my OBSESSION with Disney but also because my parents have taken me all over, and I fell in love. I really find Portland to be beautiful and liberal and that's really what I am looking for. I almost moved to Arizona back in 2009 but thankfully I didn't. Although Phoenix and Scottsdale were absolutely beautiful, I am glad I chose to stay. To much heat, to many spiders and I can't walk my pup without her having to have little booties on! I've thought about the East Coast, but in dead honesty... the natural disasters that happen on that side of this country terrify me. I love New York, I hope to stay there sometime for a good part of the summer. I want to travel to North and South Carolina with my parents and my grandparents but I don't think i'd ever live there. I've heard the beaches in Michigan are beautiful and I've been to Savannah but couldn't stand the humidity. I've only ever been to Texas once, and I didn't see anything beautiful about it but i've heard stories. Colorado looks amazing and I think sometime in the Winter I would like to travel through there and go skiing. Also, hiking looks like it would be challenging in Montana, but i'd love to do it. I've also heard nothing but good things about Nebraska, yet it's just another place I would like to visit. Moving is permanent, it freaks me out but I want to move so badly. I have lived her for 21 years, that's practically a quarter of my life in the same place. I know Washington well, and i've seen everything i've wanted to see. The only times I think I want to stay is when I see visions like the one I saw last night.... the sunsets in the Pacific Northwest are breathtaking. Mountain views and pink skies... I couldn't imagine not living where I do. I am torn.

Never thought i'd feel this again.

Let me tell you about my girl Breezi West :

I've never used so much force or so much effort trying to get someone to notice me. I've never tried so hard to chase after someone for months who I thought wasn't interested in me or someone who lived hundreds of miles away. Until I met this one. After months of relentless chasing, I got my chance with one of the most amazing people I've ever known in my life. All the chasing, all the rough nights away and all the second guessing was beyond worth what I ended up with and who I now have had the pleasure to know. Learning new things about someone has never been so fascinating to me, I have never wanted to know so much about someone.
Every time I see her I get excited, it's been months that i've spent with her and yet I still can't wait to see her face when she's not around. Waking up in the morning knowing that she's in my life makes me feel great about it. I always know I will see her soon and it makes the time worth it. Have you ever trusted someone instantly? Because I haven't..... until her.
I don't know what it is with this girl but there is nothing wrong with her. Her flaws make her even more perfect to me. I want to make her happy all the time. Is that corny? This girl treats me like I just walked out of heaven. If I am hurting she finds a way to make me better, if I am sad... she knows exactly what to do to make me happy. Waking up in the morning to her makes me feel safer. With two completely different personalities colliding, there is never a full collision. We seem to be able to always find an agreement on anything and everything. I appreciate the friendship I have in her, and I like knowing that the person I care for so deeply, is caring for me back. It's good to feel loved, everyone needs to feel it in their life. It's also nice to feel that way so effortlessly, like there is no need to continuously remind each other yet we do anyway. I'm thankful to have someone so supportive of who I am, and so understanding of that as well. It's not easy to accept all of someone, especially with no one person thinking  alike... but it's not like that with us. How do you know when you've found your "soul mate"? How do you really come to choose one perfect person out of so many imperfect people (someone perfect for yourself I mean.)
Breezi, I want you to know that no matter what things you go through over these next few months or what hardships you have to overcome with what's going on in your life... I am going to be standing by your side through it all. You're my comfort and I want to always be yours. We are the epitome of a mushy, corny couple. But that is what makes us, us. I thank you for making me such a happy girl, and for loving me for all the things that others haven't. Your love for people is what makes you, You. Your family and the people I've gotten to know in your life with the impact you've made on them, it makes me love you that much more. You are all genuine people, your love for your family and for God is so over powering and so over whelming to the heart. I appreciate you all, and I can't say it enough. I'd do anything for ya girl, and I want you to know it.
I love you.

Bye Munchky!

In October I met one of the best people I could have ever met, her name is Kelsy Balcom. I have had such funny times with her. In a few short months I was able to know and understand this girl inside quicker then anyone without really even getting to "know" her. She became my ride or die, bar loving, beer loving, good friend. The girl is a great writer, with an amazing spirit and sense of humor. Unfortunately she had to move to San Diego because of the military, on Wednesday we had our last outing with her! It was a great time and it was definitely emotional but worth it. I miss you so much Kels! The jokes you tell are unlike any other, the heart you put into everything is noticed and your strength is undeniable. I'm glad to have met such a self-sufficient, and confident young lady who could open my eyes differently. I wish you were still here, but i'll see you soon little solider.

Love you.